happy birthday to me *throw confetties*

hehe...yang suda sms, telpun, kirim ucapan di FB...semuanya matur nuwun sanget. terima kasih atas doanya, i'm wishing d best for all of us.

apa ya? saya bingung mau nulis apa...saya selalu merasa canggung saat ulang tahun saya datang. bukan krn merasa jd tambah tua atau gimana, tp ga kuat dpt perhatian dr bnyk org *lebay*. di sms, ditelp, dikasih slamat, merasa diperhatikan membuat saya canggung...tp seneng sih. ehehe...

ah...bingung mau ngomong apa...

oya, cm mau cerita aja. kmrn pergi ke korean days nya FIB bareng winda lalu bertemu mprit dan yurika d sono, dan juga hanna x sidhik dan lia x yoka. perhatian utama tentu poto pake hanbok, habis yg lain2 aga mengecewakan klo bole berpendapat. masa acara mule jam 11 (jam 12 malah katanya) tp saya dateng jam 1 makanan udh habis tinggal minuman doank. hhh~

nunggu, ngantri pake hanbok jg penuh banget. ngantri 2 jam cm bs poto dijatah 2 menit. itu juga udh pake ditutup pendaftaran nolakin banyak org disuruh dtg lg taun dpn. heu heu heu, beruntung kami masi dapet giliran. ^___^

and finally i'll be getting myself my own designated black jack t-shirt. nyahahaha...

belum jadi sih, baru besok jadinya. ga berharap banyak warnanya bs tajem krn dr yg saya liat hasil print2 an di sono jg g gt bagus sbtlny. aaahh...tp mau gmn lagi. saya gatau hrs bikin d mana lagi, ga berpengalaman dlm hal beginian. T.T

oya ada satu barang lg yg saya kepinginin. sneaker hush puppies!!! lg diskon smp akhir tahun tp teteup aja mahal. heuwh, lg pengen senaker krn mumpung rambut saya lg begini *opo hubungane?*.

sekian deh...saya lapar mau makan dulu. jyaaa~...

kkk...it's funny how i'm searching the meaning of double eyelids in the middle of a night like this. well, at first when i heard the words double eyelids, i couldnt really imagine it. but now i've found the meaning. :p

so, thanks to wikipedi i've found the answer. double eyelids surgery is the commonest aesthetic plastic surgery in Asia. well, it's practically done to make your eyes look bigger by making a fissure to give double eyelid.

hhh...it's not that i'm an anti of plastic surgery or what. i just think that it will be beter if people are thankful for what they've already had. i know it's so hard, human tends to be greedy...and so am i. ^^;;

but...
the fact is that my palpebrae originally have double eyelids, my left eye even have triple eyelids but people still say that my eyes are small. huuwwwwaaaa.... >.<

geeezz....did something gone wrong or what?

btw btw btw, i'm so so soooo in love with this personlee joon the main dancer of MBLAQ, the boyband debuted under Rain (Bi)'s entertainment company. and i feel like somehow he looks more like the descendant of Rain.

it's just too obvious why i like him, right? okay, the pic tells it all...i'm such this pervert girl who enjoys seeing choco abs. i'm actually so thankful that there's still boyband debuted these days with the members who are mostly older than me. i know it's nothing but i like older boys better than the younger one. there's only one younger artist that really atracts me until now. heheee~... :p

hhh~...i'm hoping there'll be a big fansubbing group in YT. i really want to watch their variety show especially idol army.

ohyeah, i just read that joon was infected by H1N1. i know it's late, i read the date on the news was on November the 25th. i hope he'll get well soon. or maybe he's fine now? that'll be better tho...

ehem...now i'm still in the middle of downloading Ninja Assassin *gubraxxx*

okay, i know it's a little bit too much but i really want to see joon again in that movie. i have to make sure of something...whether the one who fight the leader of Ozunu clan on the rooftop is him or Rain. i couldnt even see his face well that time because he was all bloodstained. what a bloody movie...

the torrent is being so slow *sigh*

and i dont know where can i find the sub of this version...it doesnt come with a sub. and i hope the quality will be good, i didnt even take a look on the caps first.

i'll be leaving here...i'm so sleepy. i'll wait a bit more...zzzz

yorobuunnn...i'm back~

uh oh, exam finish. it's just like no matter how hard i try, my peak is just up to there. i just...

sbenernya klo mau ngomong, mnrt saya masalahnya ada pada soalnya yg rada ga masuk akal krn dari sekian puluh lecture dengan jumlah slide rata2 40-80 slides per lecture nya kita ga bakal tau mana yg keluar (yaiyalaaahhh, klo udah tau mah dr dulu IPK saya 4) :p

hehe...engga sih. maslhnya adalah sistem penilaian nya. saya ga suka full PBL macam ini. pengennya kaya ank 06 yang nile praktikumnya jg ikut dimasukkin. hhh~

ya semua ada baik buruknya. saya jg ga nafsu koar2 mslh ini krn sama aja ky ngomong sama tembok *sigh*

yasudah!!! bukan saatnya membahas itu...

jadi saya sekarang mau cerita...pake bahasa indonesia, krn lagi males banget. lol yeah, be ready to read my irritating entry :p

( marathoning... )
oke...up till here. jyaaa~....

hellooo~
it's been around 1 month already. i break the hiatus because i have the urge to spill this feeling somewhere...

i've just had a test for the selection of PA's assistant. i've the chance to go until the 2nd round and i'm so thankful for that. but today, i felt that i've wasted that chance. i couldnt do well in the presentation test dan the teaching test. heuwh...

to tell the truth, i'm very disappointed. but it's a normal thing. i'm gonna be more disappointed if i decided not to give it a try from the very start. but i cant be overwhelmed by this disappointment either. i have to move on, right? there'll be times where i'll have a hardship that's 1000 times harder than this. this is a part of being mature...and i have to be thankful of what Allah has given me until now.

i just need to calm myself down. tomorrow there will be an interview test. i hope i can do well.

and after that...let's give it up to Allah. Allah knows the best for me...i believe in that.

may everything goes well. amin...

jya naaa~...^____^

i've decided. i'm gonna be on hiatus...for unlimited time, perhaps for a quite long time. heee...
should i explain any reason? well, it's deffinitely none other than my mark which is doing bungee jumping like crazy. and i've considered to deactivate my FB  account but prita said my fanpage and group will be disappeared so i'm just gonna let it live. if i can stop myself from accessing YT, that'll be better though. maybe i'll set a restriction setting for YT. i'll find some way.

okey, before the hiatus i want to confess something. from my deepest heart (ceilehhh~). this is also, a prayer to God.

( time for confession...although it's not 2AM yet )

that's all. pardon my blab-blab...and have a nice day! ^____^

ah...i'm so in love with them. i think i've never been in love with a girl band like this before. haha...

so!!! as i'm so interested with the poker card t-shirt (is it black jack or not? i'm not sure tho~) than minji and dara wore on 2NE1 TV, i decided to look for it on the internet. but i gave up because of the price. it is 32.000 won (maybe around 320.000 rupiahs) on YG e-shop and even more expensive outside YG e-shop. yah~, you've known me as a broken person, so yeah...hhh~...

so i've decided to make a similiar one. the design is definitely different. the spade ace card and the queen heart card are definitely different from the original one.

this is the original one. it hink the queen is winking tho~
( ori )

and this is the one that i made
( by me~ )

definitely different right? haha...well, it cant be said that i'm copying their shirt when it's so different right? actually i couldnt find the same card as the original one. so i made it different. hee~...

dear mr. YG and 21 members, i'm not copying your shirt as i couldnt find the exact card. it's different, isnt it? and i'm sorry that i couldnt buy the original t-shirt cuz i'm just a student who doesnt have a job yet and very broken. hhh~

i'll make a shirt a t-shirt with that design after exams...maybe next block?

owh, okay...just need to stop here

Preface:
First of all, happy iedul fitriii!!!! i'm sorry for all my mistakes. i know it's been so late, but yeah. being late is better than not at all. hehe...
Secondly, i'd like to say my biggest condolence for the victims of the quake in Padang and the surrounded area. may Allah gives the best place for them and the family will be given the patience to go through all of this hardship. amin.

nah! as i stated in the title, i want to talk about a band now. my new header is dedicated for this band (though it doesnt match that well with the background). yep it's One Day~! well, cuz they're divided into 2 bands, i actually want to talk about 2 bands now. they're 2PM and 2AM. ^^

( Hottest Time of the Midnight!!! xDDD )
whooaa...i think this is a long entry. i spent 2 days writing this tho. ehehe...pardon me, my love for them is just at its peak now so i really want to write about them. ^__^

really want to write about 2NE1 next, but i'm considering a hiatus for unlimited time. i'm planning to deactivate my Facebook account too and let just my plurk account to live. i should be more serious about school things, i dont want to feel that guilty feeling anymore.

as a closing, i'd like to insert these lovely pictures here:

( insert lotta love here...xD )

kyaaaa...kyaaaa...

it's the country full of people screaming and crying for their idols. yep, it's han-guk himnidaaaa...

i just think, there are so many artists debuting this year. 2009 is so crowded with new groups. firstly it's 2NE1 from YG Ent., then 4Minute from JYP, and last but not least f(x) from SM. all of the best entertainment agency...and all of them are girls band *sigh*.

I WANT MOAR BOYS!!!! *ditoyor*

hmmm...like what i've been saying in my few previous posts too, i still like 21 the best. but i'm still trying to love the other too. f(x) seem to be a bit different from the usual SM girls band who look cute and all. well, all because of amber of course. prita was right. i think if she were a boy i'd really fall for her. but i think she only had a little part in La cha Ta tho. i want to see her more. hehe...

still not forgeting the past, i miss jaebum. because of this case i start to watch some of their (2PM) show and think they're charming, together with fellow group 2AM. aahhh...leadja oppa, please come back.

hmmm...

am i gonna fall for ONE DAY?

let's see later...hee~...

well, pardon my blab tonight, i'm bored of waiting the download to be done.

aahh...i want to watch 2NE1 TV so bad. i'm happy there are one subbing team on YT subbing for it now, but i think i have to be patient.

jya, see you later

uhuhuhu...barusan sy ntn 2 mv SG Wannabe di tipi. kan 2 shot dan nyambung ceritanya gitu jd berasa ntn sinetron. saya gatau judulnya apa yg jelas ada Dennis Oh dan Han Ga-in nya. yg ceritanya Ga-in jd cewe yg nyopet utk nyembuhin teman/sodaranya yg sakit gt. trus pas ketauan polisi n dikejar2, si Dennis Oh nya menggantikan Ga-in utk ditangkap n masuk penjara.

mv kedua lanjutannya cerita itu di mana Dennis Oh udh keluar dr penjara n Ga-in nya udh tobat jg (dan sodara/temannya itu tampaknya justru meninggal). trus mreka hidup bersama n jadi spasang kekasih yg amat serasi. cihhuyyy...

nah tp si Dennis Oh ini suatu saat melihat peristiwa pembunuhan seseorg oleh sebuah geng preman gt dan kemudian dipukulin krn melihat peristiwa itu. Ga-in yg kbetulan lewat sepulang dr belanja berusaha menolong tp dia malah ditusuk oleh si ketua geng itu. dan meninggal...

hhhh....

yang jelas saya dan ibu saya lebih menikmati mv nya drpd lagunya. haha...maaf ya yg suka SG Wannabe.

ibu saya mungkin nyadar saya serius banget ngeliatin tu mv dan bilang: "tipe cowomu yg kaya gitu ya?" *mengarah pada Dennis Oh* dan saya kontan jawab: "iyaaa~". hahaha...

bukannya ideal type sih, tp ya...who wouldnt love him? i'm normal and he's so freaking handsome in that mv *mule lebay*. haha...

tp yaa...sapa tau oplas *ditoyor*...duh, korea gt lho. tp dia blasteran sih, jd mgkn cakepnya krn blasteran gt. ha?

Han Ga-in sshi jg sangat manis di mv itu. haa...pantesan aja changmin suka bgt ma dia.

ah...sudah tau judulnya apa! judulnya Only Wind, Only Wind. yang mv satunya gatau judulnya apa. ini kynya dr making mv nya sih...

( the sweet couple... )

( and mr. so so so cool *ditoyor* )
sekian pic spam n flooding of the day. haa~...

oya, besok bakalan buber sama ank2 axel smangga, semoga berjalan lancar dan bs ngumpul semua 15 anak. amin! ^___^

may tomorrow always be brighter than today and yesterday. amin...

jya...

ya, ga sinkron. sy emg lg ga isnkron dgn bbrp org akhir2 ini. gggrrrr....



saya gatau lah, saya lebih milih utk introspeksi kali ini. walo sbenernya saya jg ga ngerasa salah dan sebel juga mengalah sama org yang sebenernya bersalah. hhhh~....



lalu juga saya sudah capek menghadapinya...



tapi kata seseorang, kesabaran itu ga ada batasnya. yang ada cm sabar atau ga sabar. betul begitu kan ta-chan? haha...



tp susah je nglakoninya.



eniwei, sy ga jamin next time sy masih bs sabar but i'll try. and I HAVE TO!!! or else more people will hate me. *sigh*



btw, ada rumor yg bilang jaebum mash bakal balik. dy cuma balik ke Seattle utk menunggu berhentinya serangan dan teror para anti fans. aahhh...semoga saja deh. tp gatau knp sejak ada skandal ini sy jd care sm 2PM. dan kasus DBSK semoga cpt slese jg, amin *ga nyambung mode : on*



lalu...selamat liburan dan selamat mudik ya! ^____^



udah ah, mau ntn Japanese n Korean Hits di MTV. haha...



jya...